Performance

Third post today, and I don't care if it's weird. This post, will be about my CCA :). Yesterday, we had a perfomance, it lasted until 8+pm, and it was exhausting. We went off early from class, that's the good thing, and had to rush, eat, change, put make-up, and carry our instruments from the fourth floor down to the first floor in our heels in less than 1hour. And then when we reached, we went straight off to rehearsals, playing the 5 songs twice. After that, we moved to a holding room (more like a walkway), but it was decent. We then had free time until 4pm, giving us about 2-3 hours to wander around.

While walking around, there was this performance where a group of people were performing EXO's History. Which brings me to the topic, that days dance theme was cultural, today's was contemporary, and tomorrow's hip-hop and breakdancing T.T I wanted to see today's and tomorrow's, but I have no time :'(. I want to see people dance Lucifer, live. Lucifer is my all-time favourite Shinee song. Yesterday, I came to a realization that I prefer guys who can dance.

Okay, back to topic (I stray off a lot), yesterday's performance was terrible. Personally, I think I made a lot of mistakes, and everybody else did too, some more than others. Although I'm not one to say, there was someone who ruined the whole run for a certain song, all of a sudden bringing up the speed by two times, making it sound extremely, unbearingly messy. Some people just keep speeding up too much. Like hello? There's a reason why the bass is there. And then there's the fact that I'm sitting in the front row. I was so nervous at some points, which screwed up my playing. Maybe it's because I need more practice, but I hope the nerves ease out in the future, I mean, this is already my what, 7/8th performance? Yesterday's one was not even that large scale, there was 40 people there at most. All in all, the performance was a disaster, and my feet hurt from walking around in heels for so long.

I hope I get better, I don't want to drag down the rest.